There is a sudden dip in mood.
I always feel that I am "not good enough". Sometimes some other thoughts manage to overpower my self-inadequacy and dull it but other times I will just think to myself "what did I do wrong?" or "what did I not do?".
I want to feel good about myself yknow. Like finally be contented with everything that I have or I am. But as of now, it just seems impossible.
No matter how pretty my dress/hair is, I still don't feel pretty. I feel ugly deep within because I find myself obnoxious. I don't see any good in me at all.
I want to be a better person that I could love.
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